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Alright, so this is the update for now.

May:
I have finished my first year at UI. This survival of my first time at college inspires me to know that I CAN do it. It is going to be tough, but I know if I work hard enough, I will do good.

Also, I now am packing up my apartment in preparation to move into a new house. One that my boyfriend's parents bought and we're renting from. So it's going to be a touch easier for us, we'll be painting and doing a little maintenance on the place, but then we shall be good on that.

Then, on top of that, Anime Oasis is coming up at the end of the month. I'm pretty damn excited as I haven't been to a con for almost a year now, I'm going through withdrawals lol. But I have some cosplays I have done now for this, including Pinkie Pie, Cyber Goth Cheshire Cat, Mello from Deathnote, and Latios from pokemon.


I'm currently working through the portions of my life that have confused me for so long, I'm doing it slowly but surely. I'm still looking for a job, hopefully I'll at least get a summer job.

I think that's about it.
But I will hopefully be getting some new stuff up soon once my cosplays get shot. I'm going to talk to my photographer about possibly setting up a shoot soon.

Why do I want to hide so badly? I had a great time out of town with my family and friends, and now that I'm home I just want to curl up in my room and be left alone for days on end. But I know I can't do that, I have responsibilities and need to get myself moving better. I'm not motivated enough to keep going every day and remind myself to do things. Or if I do I just don't do them, I ignore myself and remain in my chair, staring blankly at my computer screen. I need things to do in my life, I need my motivation. I try make everyone around me motivated to do the things I oughta do. I'm lazy and inconsiderate. I need to focus more and behave. I have two cats to take care of, and they're my babies. I have a loving boyfriend to think about because he has done so much for me this past year. And I have wonderful friends who support me every step of the way. I should at least find a way to motivate myself into doing the dishes or laundry daily.

Now that my little rant is done, allow me my time to reflect on my past week.

Seattle:
Alright, so last Friday we headed out on an extremely long drive and arrived at Seattle at about 8 at night, we chilled in our hotel room eating chinese food and watching some Supernatural. Next day we're at 7 and we didn't stop moving until about 8 that evening. I got to go up to the top of the space needle and took some pictures of the place around, got some new jeans and boots.

Boise:
Took about a nine hour drive down through Portland to Boise and hung out with my family and friends for the entire week, I just got home today and have not moved from my seat. I got some more Sims for my addiction, and am currently loving the shit out of my kitties.

Now we're thinking of moving to Seattle after we're both done getting our Masters in the University. I want to open a coffee shop there and start my own little business. Not sure yet if I'm going to have this be a bookstore/coffee shop, we'll see though. I'm excited even more now though to get through school, because I finally feel like I have a path to follow. Now I just need to get a job lol

Well, everyone seems to be doing this, so I might as well do the same, no harm in it.

Well, being a nonreligious person I feel Christmas isn't about celebrating anything to do with God or whatever. It's meant to be with just your family or the people close to you. Being happy is what counts on this day.
I merely wish everyone a Merry Christmas and enjoy the holiday season. To people who don't celebrate Christmas, but a different holiday, enjoy them.
Be happy and remember to be grateful to those who were able to give you something.
As I'm pretty poor I did what I could for gifts for my boyfriend and roommate, and I'm sure they'll just be happy to get something from me. Or at least I hope
To those who get gifts, good for you, for those who don't, they're not the only part of Christmas, be happy to be with those who love you and you love the same. Just be happy and don't let monetary issues get you down. Just love the life you live, because even if you're not very content with it now, it's sure to get better.
Enjoy your holidays everyone, I'm sure they'll be wonderful.


On an unrelated note, but more for the cosplay side, I'll try to get some pictures up soon, I now have two cosplays done and they'll be for photos sometime soon. As soon as I can get some taken for your entertainment.

So, I'm looking into revamping a few cosplays that I know need redoing. Demyx, Mudkip, and Cheshire cat need it, that much I know for SURE. Then there is also my secret surprise cosplay that I'll upload photos of closer to the Convention. I'm looking forward to these ones.