kittenalive

Hey everyone, just wanted to let you know that I am still alive, I've just been dealing with a lot of stuff lately that has put me out of commission artistically for a while. But I promise I'm going to try and get some more stuff up soon, just give me a little time ya'll :)

Alright, so this is the update for now. May: I have finished my first year at UI. This survival of my first time at college inspires me to know that I CAN do it. It is going to be tough, but I know if I work hard enough, I will do good. Also, I now am packing up my apartment in preparation to move into a new house. One that my boyfriend's parents bought and we're renting from. So it's going to be a touch easier for us, we'll be painting and doing a little maintenance on the place, but then we shall be good on that. Then, on top of that, Anime Oasis is coming up at the end of the month. I'm pretty damn excited as I haven't been to a con fo

Why do I want to hide so badly? I had a great time out of town with my family and friends, and now that I'm home I just want to curl up in my room and be left alone for days on end. But I know I can't do that, I have responsibilities and need to get myself moving better. I'm not motivated enough to keep going every day and remind myself to do things. Or if I do I just don't do them, I ignore myself and remain in my chair, staring blankly at my computer screen. I need things to do in my life, I need my motivation. I try make everyone around me motivated to do the things I oughta do. I'm lazy and inconsiderate. I need to focus more and behave.